JUST...

3. ledna 2011 v 0:57 | Kvicka |  >> Moje kecy a myšlenkový pochody
At first I just wanted to say Happy new year...and so...

depressed
But in past ten minutes I feel totally different....

what should you do, when someone...
someone who you really like...
and you was so thankful to be friends...
who took you  basically in world...
in that only one world you finally match in...
in which you started to LIVE for real...
who teached and showed you so many things...
led you through that world almost like mother...

and now don't want to know you anymore....

I know there was that one bad fight...
but I was barely involved in it...
It wasn't me that person fight with and I didn't fight with that person...
I said some words...not too nice words...I know
but they weren't mean still in the way that someone think it was...

I understood what you felt to others...
I heard something..not everything but still...
but what did I do?
I tried to make it clear...to make it up...

and I hoped it's OK again...I really believed in it
It looked even like it...
I realized and was aware that no matter how hard I try
it will never be quite same like before...
I was sad...but I took it...
at least we won't lose each other...
You even acted like this...
I though it's OK almost half year....



but today I got hard punch...
something I didn't expect at all...
It hurt... and it looks like nothing is clear...
or...did I something wrong again?
I don't know...
and I don't know what I should do...
I still can't let you to disappear from my life...
It isn't that easy... 

It takes long way to get in my heart as friend... 
and when is someone there...I can't let him go just so....

....
Sorry for writting english...I don't feel like write czech...
I don't even feel like think about mistakes I write...or so...
I DON'T FEEL LIKE THINK...


Still...probably there is nobody who read these shits I write....
so who care....
 

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1 Setja-Nerthe Setja-Nerthe | 8. ledna 2011 v 17:44 | Reagovat

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